stay close, don't go♥

lagi sukaaaaa banget sama lagu ini. biasanya nih cocok kalo didengerin pas lagi galau. yaiyalah, Secondhand Serenade gituh ;> spesialis lagu-lagu galau deh kayaknya hihi. nih aku kasih liriknya :D

stay close, don't go


I'm staring at the glass in front of me, 
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish, 
I know I've been foolish, 
but look through that 
and you will see, 
I'll do better, I know, 
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone, 
don't tell me I will make it on my own, 
don't leave me tonight, 
this heart of stone will sing till it dies 
if you leave me tonight. 

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping, 
I listen to your breathing, 
amazed how I somehow managed to 
sweep you off your feet girl, 
your perfect little feet girl 
I took for granted what you do. 
But I'll do better, I know 
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone, 
don't tell me I will make it on my own, 
don't leave me tonight, 
this heart of stone will sing till it dies 
if you leave me tonight. 

And don't you know my heart is open, oh, 
it's putting up the fight, 
and I've got this feeling, 
that everything's alright, 
and don't you see, 
I'm not the only one for you 
but you're the only one for me. 

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone, 
(don't)don't tell me I will 
(go)make it on my own, 
(stay)don't leave me tonight, 
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies 
(go)if you leave me tonight. 
Don't leave me tonight

merasa berdosa -_____________-

ada sesuatu. rahasia. banget.
sesuatu yang ga bisa aku ceritain ke siapapun.
karna aku ga percaya siapapun -_-
aku ngerasa ini udah keterlaluan.
udah nyakitin banyak hati.
tapi aku gabisa bohongin perasaanku sendiri. galau men.
benerdeh, ngebohongin perasaan sendiri itu suwusah banget.
dulu pernah nyoba se berhenti kayak ginian.
tapi gak lama, kumat lagi deh ¬_ ¬

aku tau ini salah, aku juga pengen berhenti.
tapi ga bisa.. aku juga ga tau mau mulai berhenti dr mananya :(
mau dilupain tapi gak mungkin.
nggarai bingung pol. tiap hari aku mikirin ini.
tapi tetep gak nemu jalan keluar (‾͡▿ ‾͡ )♉
takute kebiasaan ini sampe berlarut2 terus gak bisa berhenti.
mati aku -_____________-